Lately I have been feeling empty. Actually in the last few years, I feel empty. Like I am already dead inside. I no longer feel much. I no longer feel excited in life and for past few weeks / months, it felt worse. It gets kinda depressing?I often feel very depleted and drained out after work. I dread work. But it pays me well. Not enough to splurge but enough to feel comfortable.
The last entry, I spoke about feeling my tummy shrink but no weight loss. It was true. My eyes didn’t play a trick on me.My husband help me to measure. I lost 1.5inches from my tummy. Happy! Happy to see results even tho weight remains.. I know by now that weight is just a number, tho I still need to lose 3kg to redeem my TW trip. Still kinda happy that there are changes with constant effort. :)
It’s been a long time since my last walk. Fell ill since chu4 with stomach flu and mild food poisoning soon after, then got lazy. Kinda lazy to exercise today but pushed myself before it’s too late to get back on. 67 days to Bali. Need those flat tum ASAP.Note to self: saw difference in my stomach area (husband also agree) although weight and diet did not change. Maybe less bloated? Not sure. But whatever it is, however slow, please don’t stop!
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