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A girl in this big big world

June 2019

d-day? 39+1 week

I wonder if today would be d-day.Woke up to pee at 5am and then started feeling some dull cramps. Don't feel like contractions cos it doesn't come and go, but just kinda there? Anyway, though we've been waiting but this feels like such bad timing because Kyan was just running a temperature last night coupled with cough and flu. 😥 dont really want the baby to catch any nasties from kor kor but i would love for them to meet immediately after i give birth. Ahhhh. What a dilemma.

We are at week 37 now. I cannot believe how fast this pregnancy has progressed. In less than 3 weeks, I am going to be a mummy of 2. Wow wow wow. That reality hasn't sinked in yet. Anyway, since its the 2nd time we are doing this, I feel less anxious probably because I kind of know what to expect? The only emotional thing now is the guilt I feel towards my firstborn - like how I am not going to be able to give him my 100% time and attention as compared to before 😢.

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