Been holding all of these in since Friday’s incident. Never dared to tell anyone, not even my closest friends, because I feel like I will get judged for worrying and crying over it for two days.
To be honest, I slept so much on Sunday because I 1) was tired 2) didn’t want to be reminded of what happened on Friday. The baseless allegations still kinda resurface in my mind every now and then but I’m just taking it one step at a time.
Deliberately missed all sorts of calls and messages because honestly I was questioning my existence and trying to figure out if I was ever at fault.
Everything came out today. I don’t know how, but somehow I felt like you would understand my situation better. And indeed, it was and I felt great. So thank you for (still) listening to me every now and then. Even though I pushed you aside every other week because you still annoy me with irritating facts.
What can I do without you?
Tuesday, 26 Feb 2019
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