I’m sorry for the many things that make me insufficient. I’m insensitive to a fault at times. Days like these just reminds me that I’m losing myself little by little. A secondary school teacher once asked me if ‘I can’t be bothered’ or that ‘I just don’t bother’ to want to do something then. He said ‘There is a difference.’ After all these years, I do ask myself this question sometimes. Back then, I just shrugged it off. I wouldn’t have imagined how these words had so much weightage to me.
Work hasn’t been well. I wonder what’s wrong? Am I becoming lazy or have I lost all the eagerness? Or am I just not interested in this job and have no confidence of what it has to offer here. I have to see how it goes in another 3 months. Tide it through although everyday I have been feeling like I’m not doing well and I’m inadequate in my role. Really annoyed at this feeling. Self note ways to improve :1. Ask more questions (tho it might seem dumb to others)2. Talk more to other people
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