I promised D I would sleep very soon, as I’ve already texted him goodnight, but would like to very much document this moment of vulnerability that has been a constant issue for me of late.So I had a mini meltdown, ironically stemming from booking a workout class on CP called meltdown LULZ. Was texting D to express my fear of the class, tbh I deliberated on it for a few minutes before I booked, but mostly because I feel the need to push myself.He asked why I booked such a hardcore class.
Ok, posting this here so I don’t squirm out of doing it later, but it’s a Friday night and I’m home today and I thought that it’s about damn time I start clearing my closet of clothes. I haven’t done so in YEARS. And god knows my body’s definitely changed since 2008, before I left for uni in Sydney (which is probably the last time I cleared my wardrobe properly) GUAN YIN MA HAVE MERCY ON ME. Also if anyone knows of places that I can donate clothes to, children’s homes etc pls let me know!
Perhaps I am too cynical, or realistic, or it’s a detachment cos I don’t follow any of the local celebrities, but when news broke of the passing of Aloysius Pang while he was serving his reservist in NZ, I didn’t feel much. Sure it is sad, and my deepest condolences to his family and his girlfriend, it must be so tough for them to deal with. He is so young, and what seemed like a bright life ahead of him. But at the same time, in my mind, people die everyday. It is not a guarantee to grow old.
Hey y’all! Posting some pics from the last two weeks, I’ve been on a pretty decent #classpass streak! Went to try out orange theory and omg what a work out. The circuit work wasn’t too bad but the running, omg the running!! I just can’t deal. Was huffing and puffing and couldn’t breathe, I spent 28 minutes in the orange zone lol cos I am so unfit still. I swear it’s taking me forever to become fit 😭 I’m getting very frustrated at how I’m still struggling in all my classes.
I really should be sleeping, but instead I’m on #classpass looking for classes to book. It’s my current biggest headache, trying to decide if I will continue on once my cycle ends (in 6 days) I have 74 credits left but also already 4 classes booked so guan yin ma please bless my legs and arms and core I’m gonna try to finish it all!!! Curious to know if anyone is continuing, and if so on which plan, and why??? HELP ME MAKE A DECISION!!!
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