hai I’m alive...February was a month filled with fake smiles and heartaches. I was crying almost everyday, getting triggered by tiny little things. I continued binging and hit my heaviest weight within the past two years,86kg. Holy shit, just a year ago I was at 71kg what happened here. School is tough and my eating disorder brain isn’t helping at all, I have a mind of an anorexic but a body of a failure.. I am obsessed with my weight, literally obsessed, doing calculations every hour..
well haro last night’s long walk at the park seems to have paid off, my legs are aching a little when I take double steps up the stairs today. // binged and purged for lunch - one mouthful of beehoon - two steamed veg dumplings - one can of Coke - bowl of sesame dressing salad (knew that I was gonna purge out my meal so I ate extra two packets of instant noodles)
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