there's something about him that disarms me. there had been a part of me that had been curious to confirm the way that i had felt when we'd first met. and yesterday evening, confirmation i have duly received.this part is always somewhat a little unnerving for me. this knowing you could potentially be standing on the brink— risking falling. yet simultaneously, it's all quite electrifying. this new Ah, But What Might We Have Here?
i tried to put this off as much as i could but me against coughs— that's a futile fight. it's a sick day for me (again) today. finally caved and went to see my drugdealer. 70 bucks for drugs. 😩 fml.he prescribed antibiotics, too. double fml.i gulped down whatever i could in the car post-consult and here i lie now; flopped on the couch, typing this. almost succumbing to the seduction of sleep.
rocking Inner Peace today with gloss on top. shoutout to @strawbee for the sweet hook up. 🙋🏿♀️ and does pale purple qualify for a weird lipstick colour to wear on a workday? if yes then i guess this can also double as my entry for #dayrelipstickchallenge. heng. 🌝for some strange reason, i was hit by a random wave of melancholia as i was getting ready for work today. i suddenly feel very heavyhearted about leaving the company and the team that i belong to.
my hair is beginning to frustrate me because it's starting to grow out unevenly and it's a bit of a bitch to style. i'm simply whacking pomade to slick down all the hair that sticks up in the back. ughh. 😤 my stylist had warned me about this. i just want it to be long enough for me to sidesweep or comb back.
so my sunday didn't start off great.foremostly, i woke up to a red, swollen, irritated left eye (as evident from attached photo). immediately, my favourite pair of contacts which i wore last night had to go— flushed down the toilet. hasta la see ya. 👋🏿 out with the old, in with the new. i'm thinking possibly a new signature for 2019. watch this space.secondly, and quite terribly, i arrived at 0808 for the 0815 punch in as mentioned (ref: @sgrmse:120119).
what a full day today turned out to be(!!) but i'm happy. it's 2240 now and i'm laying in bed with a nice, cooling, tea tree mask on and just about ready to nod off. stubbornly, i still want to watch something before bed. either stand up or BIG BROTHER. 🤓(tut, tut. incorrigible.)today was one of the shittiest shifts. latecomers, aplenty! 💃🏿 on top of that, i was stuck with a shiftmate who was not in the least bit happy to be there.
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