It's quite interesting to see how my life has progressed thus far. Friends around me have already begun their foray into adult hood. What with all the engagements and wedding shoots. Makes me think what the hell am I doing with my life. Is it scary that I don't feel desperate to settle down? Some friends come to me whining about how they're so afraid of not finding someone but I'm just like.. ok so what if you don't married? Life still goes on. It's not like you can control it. But then again
"Drew looks at me. I fake a smile so he won't see."So this song popped into my head out of nowhere and I turned on YouTube to relive the song. Brought me right back to secondary school/JC days when love was so pure and innocent back then. Just when I thought I was over you, this song came back on and dug out emotions and memories I thought I've already forgotten. I don't think anyone can ever compare.
I feel like my heart is numb and I almost forgot how it feels like to have your heart go warm and fuzzy again. Until today. This particular song came up on the radio which reminded me so much of the days we once had. Funny how our human heart is able to associate a simple song with a certain phase in life. The lyrics and tune struck a cord and evoked much memories and emotions of the past that I couldn't help tearing a little.
Thank you God for the timely reminder that You alone are enough for me. That what the world says and thinks shouldnt be what I base my worth in but rather, to focus on You and You alone. For reminding me that there is something far much greater than what the world offers and that You will always be there, a still quiet voice, reminding me of Your goodness and faithfulness.
So this 2018 has been quite an eventful one so far. I didnt expect so many changes to come at work and certainly not expecting to be called in by CMB. I was literally shitting my pants the whole morning dk scared for what.. I'm really at a point in life where I'm so torn between my head and my heart. I know if i choose to take on CMB's offer to take on Med Board work there will be lots of oportunities to shine and "climb". And not to mention, my bonus coming up in July too.. $$$ sigh
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