ET (avatar)
updated 1 month ago

Tears. πŸ’¦

Full battle pack with grouchy πŸ‘ΆπŸ».

Letting her walk walk so that she can warm up and feel happier before school. Also, some pockets of Mother-Daughter time...

Looking emo but not! Just curious about her surroundings!

She knows how to take off her own shoes and place them in the cubby hole!

Aaaand look who came to work with me. Ce refused to let Sushi go this morning so when I could I smuggled her into my bag. Today I can smell my baby at work. 😍

She always excitedly grabs her shoes off the rack when I pick her to show off that she knows where to find them. 😍

But that was the last smiley face. She insisted on walking most of the way as we headed for dinner with the other half of PEACe. And when we arrived before them, she first went crazy because she wanted her “Anna Milk” and we didn’t have any spare ones in the bag. I cheonged down to the NTUC with a half crazy baby to get a pack of them and headed back to the restaurant.

When the other two arrived, there was momentary calm and then the baby went CRAZY again. Cried like mad and almost inconsolable for 15 minutes until finally:

My poor over tired baby. Plus she must be uncomfy from her cough and all. Or was it effects of school? Hb as usual was very impatient and at first said should have left her home, that he wouldn’t feel guilt (unlike me), etc. Think he really cannot take crying.

After she woke up, she cried like mad again, all the way in the car and when we were home. I had to strip out of my work clothes ASAP and offer her the boob. She was finally pacified (after more negative comments from the hb).

I was quite desperate because I really didn’t know what was up. Perhaps she was feeling some pain and didn’t know how to express herself. I prayed and declared wholeness into her. She calmed down after a while, was happy through her bath and finally is sleeping now.

More tears were shed by Jiejie as she had loads of work to do today and couldn’t finish (suspect because she was away from school). Hb was trying to teach her the Math bit and getting very impatient again. Sigh. I remember being very easily upset doing Math with my dad in the past. My dad is already Mr Cool, but when I didn’t understand I would get even more flustered and more lost. Sometimes it’s that frustration (from others or from self) that hinders the mind!

Day 44

Wednesday, 13 Feb 2019

4 4
onshouldersofgiants (avatar)

onshouldersofgiants Possible overtired from school. Dubs is like that once in a while. Hope she’s back to her happy self tmr!

1 month ago

peacebypeace (avatar)

peacebypeace @onshouldersofgiants Thanks for the assurance...Indeed hope she’s cheerful once more tmr!

1 month ago

euniceychaos (avatar)

euniceychaos Amen! Thank God for breastfeeding which calms them down instantly. Hopefully little one recovers soon! πŸ’ͺ🏼 Your resilience is really encouraging. Praying for added strength!

1 month ago

peacebypeace (avatar)

peacebypeace @euniceychaos Yeah all I want is for her to be happy and healthy! Thanks for your prayers! πŸ™†πŸ»‍♀️

1 month ago

Enjoy reading this?

Join our community! Download the app, and get updates from peacebypeace. Remove this bar by logging in.

Download on the App Store (iOS) Download on the Play Store (Android) Download on the Play Store (Windows)