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August 2019

I can never stop loving you

What is the point of my existence? I have nothing to look forward to. I dread waking up. I dread talking to people having these stupid small talks. I dread having to keep a smile pretending I’m ok. When all I want to do is curl up in bed.

My head hurts, my heart hurts. Feels like it’s the second time going through this all over again. Sorry for all the drunk texts and calls. It will get better, hopefully

July 2019

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Happy birthday my dearest. I really hope that you enjoyed it though it was simple. I hope in time, you will come to understand why I always nag at you. Be happy ❤️I can’t always be chasing after you.

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In one day, I lost my best friend, my protector, my number 1 supporter and cheerleader. The one reason that keeps me going from a shitty day at work is knowing the fact that I am one more day closer to being back in your arms. Now there’s is no more reason.

So many places I wanna go/eat with you, many more memories that I want to create with you and many more milestones to celebrate together. It’s just not the same without you. All too late.

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