Massage at 8.30am... i prefer the 12pm slot 😂😂😂 I sho tired and alr forced to wake up and shower. Slept at 12 (after waking up at 4am the day before), woke up at 1.40 ish to feed baby. He fussed SOOOO much when we tried to boob him that my husband went to make FM. This boy srsly 🤦♀️ and he was last fed at 11.30++ so it wasn't really his feeding time yet i suspect I was asleep when he started fussing. At 5am tho, he woke up fussing a little and he accepted my boob!
Clingy boy didnt sleep from 1 til 3 while I took my sleeping shift. My husband came in exhausted close to 3.30 and I was unapologetically asking what's wrong 😂My punishment? Baby was fed twice already and next feeding time was around 5-6am so he should be sleeping. And he only wants to sleep in my arms. So sore arms AND rock hard boobs cause still refuses to latch and my pump accessories were all the way in the kitchen.
Currently sitting in the toilet doing perineum soak 😂20 minutes with nothing to do. My husband brought the baby out to tan and to the polyclinic w his mom. So I am left to do my own thanggg for the next 1-2 hours before my massage. I also washed my hair after.. 3 days HA. I could go on la but. I should wash it today.
Had my first breakdown. Well. I am due. I don't understand all this meddling people. I am having trouble breastfeeding. Because 1. I just ordered the correct valve size for my spectra. 2. My baby doesn't know how to latch. The lactation nurse confirm this. 3. I don't have a good environment to teach my baby to latch with what people watching me breastfeed or whatnot and he gets FRUSTRATED when he doesn't get food. Esp since he had jaundice so he is dehydrated too I guess.
My baby went to phototherapy and totally forgot how to latch on and he has a very VERY small mouth and very stubborn (like moi) so they decide to not wheel him in after he cried bloody murder only to stop when he reached me. I told them to feed him FM cause I don't have enough BM for him and they told me they will wheel him in with a lactation nurse in the morning. I just woke up after a 4 hour sleep and it seems like...
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