❄️ Natashah Erika ❄️ (avatar)
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Hi 2019

Goodbye 2018, and hello 2019

it’s been awhile since i’ve sat down and properly penned down my thoughts

2018? Was a whirlwind of a year for me, i had many happy till i cried tears of joy moments, cried and sobbed my heart out moments, got so angry that i literally wanted to explode and throw a vase at someone moments but all in all, they were all what contributed to my year being quite something

I missed tons of trips overseas due to commitments, struggled and got so stressed due to work

Thinking back i always felt that i could have done so much better
I felt like i grew more, learnt the proper value of money last year, learnt to be more appreciative to my parents and also hold my tongue when deemed appropriate

I’ve tons of imperfections that i’m slowly trying to correct and i’d probably continue to work on myself in 2019

To be better, to love more, to appreciate more and to give more

as cheesey as it may sound
i’m glad
To have entered 2018 with you and to continue our journey into 2019

To have been able to spend 10 consecutive days seeing your face every morning
Having goodmorning kisses and hugs, someone who’d wake up to make sure i’m alright when i was puking my guts out

Someone who reassures me that me going back to dark hair isn’t the end of the world and no matter how much weight i gain, that he would still love me endlessly

I know my life shouldn’t always be about my other half but i can’t help it

He’s my soul and sole reason to why i bother to try my best for so many things
The only reason i push throughout the week is just to see him when the weekend comes
2019 is gonna be a year of change for us, and as daunting as it may seem....
i just want to hold your hand and face whatever is coming for us
Your ORD, me graduating and finding a job, while you probably head off to university

it’s......
scary

i don’t think i’ve much to reflect on other than the ramblings above, the whole year felt very routine to me

i got comfortable

but i’m looking forward to what 2019 will hold and

ON THE FIRST DAY OF 2019

i made a change to myself

i chopped my hair and went dark

like rlly dark
not ash grey
not milk brown

but
dark dark

WOW WAY TO GO
NEW YEAR NEW ME
HAHAHAHA, but i can proudly say my scalp has been bleach free for a year now and i’ve never been happier with the regrowth

behind all the pretty colours that i’ve done, was my hair breaking, feeling like wet silk when washed and being like dragon beard candy when combed
VERY STRETCHY
here’s to healthier hair because i ain’t getting any younger

Day 1

Tuesday, 1 Jan 2019

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eustaciatan (avatar)

eustaciatan 💕💕💕
Happy New Year!!

3 months ago

nattolee (avatar)

nattolee @eustaciatan happy new year hehe ❤️

3 months ago

chxreechew (avatar)

chxreechew You look great in dark hair!!!!!! It suits u!!!! 😍

3 months ago

yinyangkim (avatar)

yinyangkim omg same at how my hair feels when it’s wet omg!!! i finally have a btr description to give my friends about my wet hair texture 😹😹 the new hair looks good btw!!

3 months ago

linseylinn (avatar)

linseylinn Happy new year! 🎆

3 months ago

nattolee (avatar)

nattolee @chxreechew hehehe thank you ❤️❤️
@yinyangkim HAHAHAH BLEACHED HAIR WOES
@linseylinn happy new year! 💓

3 months ago

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