I serious feels im like this.. i am not strong for this... as always u know me well. I miss u so much syg. I know what happen to u now. Coz no way u could leave me for this long. Never! Yaa Allah.. redha kan hati ku menerima kenyataan ini. Aku tau dia hanyalah pinjaman dr mu. Moga kau tempat kan dia bersama org2 yg beriman. Berikan aku kekuatan utk teruskan hari hari ku. Terima kasih hadirkan dirinya kepadaku.
It seems that i wont get any answer from any of ur sisters. So contradict with what u used to say to me. TQ for making me wait and wondering. Its been 2 months where i continuous asking abt u. I guess i am played by u. So whoever u r, thank u for the memories and time. And i keep on thinking even if u come back to me after what a year or so. And still play not meeting me and no video call then i guess its ok. Just forget abt it. I pray u happy wherever u are. Allah knows best!
Okay bukan Rayyan.. but Radhi. All clear out. She really did find someone with R jugak.. ahahahhaa i nak cari huruf lain jugak lah. Sbb R would always be Rayyan in my heart. Bila lah Allah nak bg jawapan yg i tunggu2 which what happen to u? Will ur family really come to see me? Or they’ll come n see me with u. Ya Allah. Kuatkan hati ku. Kuatkan diri ku utk menempuh kesediahan hati. Ya Allah. Tolong lah berikan khabar berita tentangnya kepadaku! Aminn
Syg, Selamat Hari Raya,Maaf Zahir Batin. You pakai baju kaler apa hari nie? Tak wish i pown. Tday i end up sakit. I cried and all i think abt to have u by my side. I sakit urat dekat bahu tu. Even tgh dayre pown still sakit.tak sure nak makan panadol ke tak sbb kak nya beli actifast bukan muscle pain nye.tgh pikir kalau u sure tak bagi i makan panadol. Tapi kalau tak makan esok cam ne i nak buat kije? Mama buat makan2 esok.
Syg tday i dah selamat sampai kat KL again. If only u ada mesti dah teman i dlm bus. Bus dia awesome sgt. I naik aeroline. Dh mcm naik flight. Lagi selesa actually. I never tot this would be a place for me to tell u my story. Dulu sikit nye jarang update. Rupanya this is why. I rindu sgt to storymory ngan u syg. Byk sgt benda i nak story direct ngan u. Pls ctc me again. Pls pls pls u promise to come n c me. Mana u?
I dont know why suddenly i dont think u with me nmore. Its been more than two months of u not contacting or i have any news from ur fam members. Mmg nak bersangka baik. Tapi i manusia yg khilaf yg punya rasa geram dan sedih. Why cant any of them tell me what happen to u? Dont tell me its ur wish. Since they and u tell me that if anythg happen to u, they will come n see mama or me. Hurm... nak dtg bila? Time raya ke? Or im guessing x kan tau sampai bila2.
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