I shall be content with what I have. Even though I am afraid of loosing it. I know if it’s meant to be it’ll be. & there’s nothing I can do about it. Even if its gonna hurts me in the end. I shall just go with the flow.
I feel sick. Not like really sick but mentally sick. I just hope all these are temporary. I cant see myself the same way. I feel like I’m such a shitty person. I don’t feel happy. Why am I like these? Maybe it’s just the stress.
I am honestly so freaking mad. I feel like you’re giving out a negative vibe & all I wanna do is stay away. Everything you do makes me feel so disgusted. About you, your relationship, your boyfriend just makes me 🤮