Been so sad. I have nobody else to talk to but write how I feel at here. I feel so alone. My sis getting married and Im jz not good with my mum or my sis or my bro. I feel alone. Sometime at night it was just so quiet I'm scared. I dunno who will come help me if I'm in trouble. 😩 I'm used to sharing my life with someone for so long that I don't know how to be okay without them around anymore.It is hard to eat alone. I go to kopitiam I order mee and I eat alone. It is very sad when people see.
Hate my damn work now. Shit business partner. Shit workers and shit job. Everyday sit here so damn fucking hot. How did I even end up doing this shit.I alr set a sop but then nobody follow. Is it bcuz nobody want to work or what. Why can't I have a team tht listen to what I says. Follow what they suppose to do. Is just so stupid. They are all so fucking lazy. The manager and supervisor fucking lazy.At the end of the day. Is only 2 things. Clean or not clean.If it's not clean then it's not!
Damn stressed with work. Sometime I feel its going good and then it goes bad. I been listening to alot of podcasts and they all say the same thing.Patience. Be patient. Presevere.Ya need to plant d seed then wait for it to grow a leaf and a second leaf and then a tree. And then the fruit. Is a looong ass wait and I don't know why I'm so impatient.They say I'm so young I got time. But I'm here like ya I want to retire young. I want to stop work at 30 and backpack travel. No time liao la
I'm so fucked. I have alopecia areta. I googled and i was sad. Must be from all the stress. OK the bald spot is actually small I jz zoom in.Went to bmc to get it checked. Spend rm337 for 15 jabs on the bald spot. I thought I had ringworm but then she say is bcuz of hormonal changes or stress tht causing my immune system to attack the hair follicle.Must be from all the stress and shit I'm going through last year. I'm balding fk. But the doc says after the injection it should grow back.
OK 2019 resolutions!!1. GET FIT LIKE FOR REAL WTF r u doing looking like a pig. 2. SAVE 23K first then I can spend all the extra money after in tribute to being 23.3. Buy 1million debts this year.First things first.1. I will cut out all sugary drinks. Sodas. Beers and wines.2. No to breads and cakes and cookies.Let's try this for a month. Haha.
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