So the other day I went for appointment with my psychiatrist and she wanted to admit me AGAIN and I said I don’t want. She then went on to say “ I’m telling u, u can die. You want to die isit? If you want to die just tell me you want to die. Just say that you’re suicidal” I was immensely shocked. I kept shacking my head saying “ no I don’t want to die and I’m not suicidal” I genuinely am not. Then as she walked me out of the office, she said “ so u gg to go home and throw a tantrum?” I was like
I wish I could see myself in the eyes of others. I don’t understand why my parents get so worried about me cus I don’t see myself suffering from ED? My mum sent me a message saying she heart pain to see me like that and I feel so bad yet it’s so hard to bring myself to recover when I myself don’t see any recovering needed.
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