Feel slightly overloaded at work but I’ll manage I guess. It sure doesn’t feel good to leave for work before even greeting CY good morning and coming home only two hours before his bedtime. What a change from 24/7 of being with him to 2-3 hours every weekday! I’m already looking forward to the end of my training even though it means I’ll have to study really hard (or be a liability to everybardi) because I’ll have more time with CY than now for sure! ❤️
5 JanCY at his second and last kindermusik class for awhile. Pulled him out of class because he’s been crying as soon as he enters the door. 🤔 Would likely have “persevered” if it’s eg like childcare but this is a parent accompanied class and other children need to enjoy their expensive music class sans CY’s unmelodious cries. It’s v strange though cos he was fine/enjoyed his trial class? I think me going back to work + our moving of house probably affected him more than we imagined.
Dropped CY off at the husband’s aunt’s (“DY”) house cos it’s moving day and the husband’s help is needed + I’m working/already took yesterday off to pack and shift some stuff.I snuck away while he wasn’t looking. Apparently he kept calling “mama” and passed his shoes to DY (to ask DY wear it for him). 😭😭😭 He also resisted naptime and only slept at 2:30pm!!!!! That’s 6.5h of wake time. 😫 Boy must be grossly overtired. Cos look!!!!! He slept on the floor! When he’s used to yaolan.
Went back to work today after a 20-month-long break! I did feel a teeny weeny bit sad on the ride to work but I held myself together. 😄 I really need to learn to let go slowly and there’s no better time than now when the husband/MIL can help out with the caregiving.Really hope CY takes to being in a childcare well when the time comes.
6:38pm Spending my new year evening at Home with just Mum and Bro. I love it here! I feel so at ease. Hehehe! Especially without having to run after CY. ;) Also grossly overestimated the amount of time I would need to pick out and try out my pre-pregnancy dresses (going back to work tomorrow!) and shorts. So at 6:40pm I’m done with all that I needed to do, even bad dinner, and helped my brother with some administrative work. I can actually be so productive. 😭😭😭
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