21 Feb 2019, ard 5 pm, my grandfather passed away, my aunty said it might hv been the 2nd strokes and he couldn't made it.
I was so sad and crying loudly even at mid night thinking how neglect i have been for the past few years, after having baby i only visitted him 1 for awhile cuz the weather was hot and baby coouldnt take it there, we failed to visit a few times and we alr bookex tickets to go back but its too LATE now 😭
Its to heartbeaking thinking i hvnt done everything i want for him
I wanted to bring him for holidays, to spend quality time with us and baby but it was hard as he suffered from stroke 12 yrs ago, i came bsck on time pray for him and Thank God for giving him the extra 12 years
But i regretted for not spending more time with him, for not visiting him last year, for not calling back often 😭😭😭😭
The mister said why i cry so hard, grandfather is old alr BUT my grandfather took part in both America and French war, he survived and he is a generous giver
He is hot temper but he is quick to give, he doted on me as my parents gotten a divorce when i was 4, he is stubborn and quick temper but his love is sincere
God, i feel so heart broken whenever i think or remind of him, i feel bad at myself for not doing enough, for not caring enough, for being so selfish 😫😫😫
I only can hope that my prayers for him was answered and his prayer 12 yrs ago stands and God's grace is more than enough! I only can hope he is on Heaven
Grandpa, i miss you 😭😭😭
Grandpa i love you
In faith i believe you were saved, somehow someway by Jesus's grace and power!
Saturday, 23 Feb 2019
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