So comfy my little bear. This bear of mine needs to be carried much more than Lexie when she was a newborn. He doesn't lie down and go to sleep quietly by himself. Have to pat, rock, carry, sing until he's in a deep sleep. So, I'm researching wraps, ring slings or deciding to just buy an infant insert for my existing ergobaby 360. After many YouTube videos, I'm still undecided. Might just get the insert but don't hv the colour that i want. Apala.
Aidan has been fussy since last night waking up n crying few times after midnight. Needs to be carried to sleep. All the way till now. Stayed awake for so long sleeping in our arms but awake immediately when u set him down.Bad day for Lexie to decide she'll have no lunch today. Refused everything. Fine.
Lack of sleep must be taking a toll on me. Been waking up every 2 hours ever since Aidan came into my life. That night at the hospital, i probably slept all of 2 hours only.Been almost blacking out multiple times a day. Shit me. Stand up, stand still. Don't move. Wait for head to stop spinning and eyesight to come back to me. Ok. Free to move. Zzz. Not supposed to be this way is it?Funnily enough, it was this way with Lexie too. Hahaha. Maybe i should eat more? R u kidding me? Don't want.
It was exactly like this 3 years ago when I started breastfeeding. Anything chocolatey or sweet at home will be finished before u can say Amyyyy stopp!!!Sigh. Why? What is my body craving? Healthy food eh. I'm burning alot of calories making breast milk round the clock but hell, I'm not eating healthier food to make up for it. Besides confinement food (meat, vege, soups, rice and sone fruits), I'm eating chocolate biscuits, milo, sweet stuff).
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