I didn't realise it's new year's eve today till Cs mentioned. How time flies!Ok. So, this year was mainly discovering how to be a mom again. Be a mom of 2 while not neglecting either one of the kids or Cs. I admit i do neglect Cs at times. How? I leave him to fend for his own dinner sometimes. I don't ask if he had eaten. I forgo le sexy time for le sleepy time. Sleep has become so precious to me. The other day, Cs and i were chatting (when they're asleep - that's the only time we can)..
I am so angry at this naughty boy. He better be teething! No excuse for waking up so many freaking times every night. It's like newborn times. Every 1.4 hours he wakes up tp cry. Day time sleep 30 mins only. So far, that's three 30 min naps today. .Carry, latch, bottle, rock, nothing works. Doesn't help that Lexie's home the whole day so she wakes him up very often too. Damn pek chek. Life sucks.
Recently, this one has started refusing to latch on except during dream feeds aka his eyes are closed. If he's the slightest bit awake or day time, forget it. No matter how i wait till he's starving and crying out loud, stubborn lil fella just refuses to latch and drink.He will latch, suckle a bit, cry. Pull out. Wait. Suckle a bit. Pull out. Cry. Repeat repeat.Result is, he's actually not gaining as much as he used to. I know he's hungry but because i sometimes refuse to give in...
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