When you get older, you sometimes do things in reverse. I start cutting some people out from my life. I start making things and time count. I don’t have to be first in line to visit any place or eat/do/have any thing. I start to care less and less about what people choose to think, because I begin to think that they might not even be forming an opinion about me in the first place.I take less pictures too. Mostly because I’m in the moment and partly because my fave cam died 😭 #rip
For various reasons, I very rarely socialize outside of my circle of close friends.For some reason, I decided to go last weekend. Twice consecutively. I'm very ok not being the attraction of a gathering. I don't feed on attention and I feel that I don't attract attention. Not that anybody did during our gatherings, just that some well meaning friends pushed me to go beyond and over what I would have done if left alone. Let's just say I tried my best Liao 🤣
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