Can’t get back to sleep after feeding my daughter at 1am plus thus I’ve been up awake surfing the net and reading my book.I think I fell asleep at 12 plus so technically I only had 1 hour of sleep 😴 Heng I managed to nap earlier on else I am not sure how am I going to survive taking care of my baby till my husband comes home from work.Daughter is fidgeting right now and that means she is waking up soon for her milk!
Just fed and changed diaper for my daughter so here I am jotting down my thoughts again 😊I wonder when will I be able to get used to waking up every 2-3 hrs to feed my daughter? 真的有点累 😂 Just last night, she was making some noise and I can’t decipher what it was for, there was no poo poo 💩, only some pee but I am also not sure if I should change the diaper every time she pee so I just leave it on for a while more hoping that was not the reason so those noises she made.
最后一晚了...I told my daughter to remember her voice and I also told her she is like her 外婆 😂 This is the only chance she can experience a 外婆’s love but of cos she still have her 奶奶 to love and dote on her.Seeing how my CL cradled enen in her arms while sayang-ing her makes me very happy .. she will also go close to enen’s forehead to smell her and even planted a light kiss on her forehead 😁She does all these with me at the side and I absolutely love it!
Sometimes I wonder is it my hormones that is making me so attached to my CL? I get 鼻酸 whenever the thought of her going back home this friday hits me then my tears will just automatically roll down 😂 Too weak and too in need of some motherly love? Or maybe she really resembles like my mom? Hahahahaha!这是一种缘份. Dunno is it my 舅舅 up above helping me 😂
My baobei at 1 week old!! Though u were technically only out at 2350 😂 Can’t believe a week ago I was trying to tahan the contractions pain and hoping my cervix will dilate further which of cos did not happen as wished 😊I think i felt the most heart pain for your dad as he was pretty clueless to what he can do for us yet at the same time he wished he can help too. Though he was pretty much playing his games and did not hear my requests at times but its ok, let’s forgive ur dad HAHAHAHAHA!
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